finally comes the time of the year again where ppl celebrate the festivities and celebrate the year that has passed, keeping the good memories and throwing again the bad.
this is also the time of the year where ppl make their NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS as well as their REFLECTIONS on the past year.
last nite someone asked for new year resolutions at a party and the answer was a swift "HAVE SEX", albeit in a drunken state. =) drunk words aside, i think the end-of-year/new year entry is always good because when you look back, you'll know the milestones you have accomplished and what nots and what else to try harder for in the new year.
so here goes.
looking back at 2011, it started after a quiet countdown at a hotel lounge in Sentosa with just 2 other ppl. quiet and small but somehow there's a unique quietness that i do enjoy. i rmb looking back at 2010 and wondered what i have done in the past year and i could still rmb that vivid sadness that struck me when i realised i din do very much. during the quiet exchange of resolutions, i made 2 simple wishes, to clear my debts and to pay for my mum's taiwan trip which i m proud to announce i finally managed to clear the former.
i suppose alot of the sadness i carried from 2010 affected much of how i led my life in 2011, i strived to accomplish many things and i will list them out later so that i won't feel like i have wasted alot of money and some of them i m really proud of are marked (*) and i will go on to give myself a pat on the shoulder aft each of them, literally.
1) Pole dancing: i m not proficient but if you give me a pole, i promise i will try a performance and it is something i had wanted to learn for a long long time.(*)
2) Bahasa Indonesia: i also happen to realise i m in fact a language enthusiast this yr but again, i learnt it cos it seems pretty useful but i still can't speak much of the language other than a few simple words. Determined to take level 2 this yr!
3) Choc making workshop: erm good attempt, mayb i'll try making it SOMEDAY?
4) Diving: obtaining my diving certification had really been the highlight of my year and i hope that in years to come, i'll still rmb that 2011 was the awesome year i became PADI certified, in CEBU no less made it all the more awesome! (*****)
5) Korean: this has been a language i've been wanting to learn for the past many many years (at least 5) and i've bought most of the supplementary from bookstores, downloaded podcasts and failed through my own procrastination. Other than diving, taking the final leap to take up Korean classes ALONE was no easy feat, and definitely the 2nd best highlight of the year! (****)
6) Braces: again something which i had wanted to do since sec sch, it makes me broke every mth but i strongly believe it's money well spent, aftall 10 years is alot of time for careful thought! putting braces also dev my strange fetish of checking out my teeth every other moment just to see if it moved! (***)
7) IPL: out of randomness, i finally overcomed my fear of the rumored pain and went for my virgin brazilian wax which also resulted in me spending a few thousands on the IPL but there is absolutely no regret, gg brazilian is definitely one of the best discovery of 2011 and something i would strongly recommend to all my frens! (****)
8) S2: on the last day of the year, i finally put my heart down and said goodbye to my S. there was a kind a sadness when i did the factory restore as i attach a kind of special emotion to my phone. but i can now lauch whatsapp without any delay.=) (*)
9) Motorbiked in krabi: more than a yr after getting my 2B licence, i finally rode a bike with a pillion no less all across krabi. it was great fun and adventure, no doubt somewhat dangerous which is why i included point 10! (****)
10) Safe: i've had quite my share of dangerous driving and threatening situations on the road, and i would really like to just count my blessings for whichever god which has blessed with safety for the past year as i do each time i safely arrive in the carpark. (*****)
sometime when i was constructing this post in my head, it did occur to me that though i managed to accomplish many milestones this year but i m still not happy and it got me thinking of what do i want in 2012. now looking at the list above, i do feel a sense of achievement and happiness and i suppose it hadn't been a bad year.
and through the year i've also learnt that working is tough, but it is impt that you like your job enough and it has to suit your character. other factors such as environment and pay etc do matter, but even when job hunting, dun just settle for sth just cos the pay is high, make sure it matches your character because only then will you excel and be happy with what you do.
for 2012, the things i wan are again simple and i hope i dun end up with too long a list eventually.
1) to be happier
2) to be less critical
3) to treat my family better
and the 2 goals i set myself with the top priority being what i failed this yr, to pay for my mum's tw trip and secondly to save some money!