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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

donned the oh-so-professional glasses, makes me feel like a wrking executive.

but tt's besides the pt. today's inspiration comes from a building where i spent a significant amt of time each week. n no, i m not referring to #11-1117.

*laughs*

topic of the day: campus life.

to me, campus n sch are worlds apart. for one, campus has the impression (on me) as more vibrant (or at least they TRY to be) n they have LOADS more ppl.

it's precisely the fact tt the no. of students are quite an amt tt it makes it intimidating when a shift from a sch to a campus has taken place. alone, or sometimes with a small grp of frens we move on with our life to pursue a higher form of education.

at the same time, we also gain knowledge n insight to the political n complex world of grown ups.

i realise it always happen when there is a gathering of a large group of people.

people plot against people.
mankind against fellow mankind.
fathers against fellow fathers,
sons against fellow sons.

n the list goes.
n hypocrites surfaced.

fake smiles n the nots.

*laughs*

it's nt the least bit funny but rather ironical how i've attained serenity even in such a unfamiliar environment.

SERENITY. a world where i once though only monks n nuns could ever achieve.
SERENITY. achievable by someone as normal as me.

"do we really need hardcore social skills to b accepted by the environment... or shld i say fake smiles n fake socialising?"

a fren once asked. my opinion? i supposed if u DO have the innate ability to get along with ppl den u r one lucky soul. most ppl like me, we don't. i too, have been through the "fake smiles n fake socialising" phase for awhile earlier on in my life. n aftwards, u look back n wonder what's worth rmbering.

n now my new approach is nt to ACT like a "social butterfly" n b frenly to everyone. i decided tt frenships worth keeping will come to u naturally n thru this mth of selection, i've found the ability to clear the fog n c the true face behind.

i've embarked on a journey not only to discover myself but also the "masked men" ard. revealing not only the ugly, but also the beautiful.

n tt's life isn't it?

emphasizing on the beauty n ignoring the hideous.

how abt trying forgive n forget for a start?


2:39 PM