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wanted to rmb this date cos it was a "once-in-a-million-years" odac gathering. n he started talking to me again aft so many "invisibility treatment".
however, it set me questioning myself. during the cold war, i could easily tell myself tt he was just sore n embarrassed over rejection. but recently, i had to admit i was mean. i lied, gave him false hopes n rejected him. it probably meant nth to him aft a while since h could easily get tons of girls, but i realised i really shouldn't have done tt.
n he wasn't the only one. i gave zl false hopes too, false impressions. n i ended up with his fren. wat a joke, if i were him, i'll never talk to me again.
it's not tt i've nv liked them before. i just couldn't b certain n the timing just wasn't right. mayb it's fate. no matter how u put it, i can't help but feel like a "playgirl".
i'll nv forget the cab ride back. sandwich between two guy whom i had mutual feelings with, wondering if being sandwiched is worst or left alone with either one is worst.
it turns out to b equally bad.
i could feel myself blushing in the dark.
i can't even speak properly without sounding weird.SEAsOn oF jOY~i spent the most joyous season this yr with a few of the most impt ppl in my life.i spent xmas eve with my darlingbabyboy.i spent xmas with my bestest-darling-fool.(n of cos, my beloved "International Relations" essay during countdown.)there were loads of flowers on the eve.there were loads of frenship on xmas.i suppose i m one of the lucky few who managed to spend the hols with ppl who are really impt in my life. n during the waning hours of this festivity, my heart goes out to those who aren't half as lucky.may we all rmb to lower our heads in prayer for 1min to rmb the unfortunate.think abt the children on the brink of death struggling with starvation n dehydration.think abt the child dying in the time u said the last 3 "merry xmas".lastly, i wan to remind myself:1) i m a happy person.2) i m not an angry person.
♥ 10:21 PM