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finally done sth which i shld have done long ago - delete the link to her blog. she's poisoning my soul, driving me crazy.DAMN IT !!!i wonder if the feeling is mutual. i've decided to stop turning up for "YOUR" gatherings cos it's intoxicating my life. a real pity as there r so many nice guys ard, including ur "bestie".all except u. if i ever explode in front of u, i should start planning my speech now."QUIT painting a beautiful picture of ur life mans. Life is great, no one denies tt much but it ain't THAT great either.QUIT thinking tt u n HIM r the only couple PERFECT for each other. There r many others out there. it may b mean to say this but come on, u'll nv know if u r gonna b the "forever n ever" couple.QUIT bragging abt how "bonded" ur family is. it really ain't tt great. i'll recognise a tight-knit family when i c one. not tt i've seen ur family.QUIT blowing the trumpet abt ur "fantastic social circle". it really AIN'T tt great. stop pretending to b social butterfly when u aren't even half as much a people person i am.Lastly, NUS AIN'T all tt great. stop thinking tt it's wonderful. u were ultimately a REJECTED student. at least i m doing business n U AREN'T !! not tt it's sth i m into in the 1st place.QUIT IT !! QUIT IT !! QUIT IT !!n QUIT comparing urslef with me, u'll NEVER make the mark. not even half of it."ok, tt's all. sorry for the outburst. just tt i've already finish telling all tt would listen. n the only reason i m typing it all here instead of spitting it in her face is cos i m a hypocritical FREAK. it is inevitable tt i will meet up with her every now n then which makes it impossible to ice her.this become my only mode of release. mayb some may label it "jealousy" but i dun think so. i've seen ppl who make me totally envious of the life they lead, definitely not her.anyway, i just needa vent sth. judging by the state of my nails, i m in a pretty bad state. 60% of them r in ruins. n everytime there's sth bugging unconsciously, i'll peel them one by one.sigh~ i guess the neverending bills n the impending exams r driving up the wall, making me immensly unsettled, resulting in impatience.i've already abandoned both my resolutions.how did this happen?lastly, how does one wrk hard?
♥ 11:44 PM