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i m getting weary once again.feeling worn down all over again.like a vicious cycle.(somewhat like the menstrual cycle too.)everytime things seem a little better off, it breaks down again. mayb tt's wat god intended when he created life.for a period of time, i was kept to my neck. even now, personal time is only when it's way into midnight. mayb it's the fatigue.somehow, i m really v easy to affect. i read abt ppl's lives n i feel down over others' misery, i get angry over others' injustice n i get depress when there's nth much i can do abt it.probably the reason y i m feeling this way is cos most of the ppl i read abt are in distress. i guess tt's part of growing up to.ppl just move on from ppl with problems to ppl with no problems because they already have enough problems of their own.just like how money works in financial intermediaries. funds flow from ppl with shortage to those with surplus. (c, i can rmb wat little i've read.)speaking of which, prelims are round the corner n i haven't been studying much. haven't been seeing him much, n ain't gonna c him till quite some time. anyway, back to the exams. some wonder how i cope with my studies when i m working round the week. fact is, i really aren't coping at all. i m wrking cos i need the money n with exams pressing so near, my stress nerves won't even allow me to sit n study properly.i need a breather.i needa go catch some slp.yet, i m reluctant to go to bed as it signifies a beginning to another hectic week. hopefully it'll all wrk out aft this week. been living on like wat? 10 bucks per wk? hasn't really spent so little since pri sch but the debts are mounting n another $200 is due in feb. vday, anniversary n his bday are all approaching. how nice it all coincides with the exams.luckily, i've made enough in jan to cover debts n bills due in feb. n feb, i m glad to annouce is the best month all yr round. CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! the time where money rolls in literally. all the ang baos (though not much) tgt with gg back to wrk at ritx plus the redemption counter, it'll at least be 1000 FREAKING bucks.totally knock-off cool. mayb not so when the results come out. but it'll help with the plenty of ideas ready for his present. TOTALLY looking forward to it.
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