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argh~ duper tired. spend the past 2hours cramming in as much IR as possible. i guess i'll probably miss the days when i stop studying IR. it's nt so bad aft all. then again, i suppose it's has sth to do my nice nice nice notebook.i love notebooks though i have tons of unused ones in my cupboard.BREATHE !!!anyway, on a separate note. i met one of the more experienced banquet waitress in the finance department today. it feels weird to c her smile so broadly to ME, i have no idea y it feels weird. n now, aft so many hours, i realised tt the girl who was smiling so broadly to me the other day in SP was HER too !!!stunned.i rather everyone behaved like HIS ex. totally expressionless so i could lie to myself tt she din rmb me. which happens to b a good thing. i think i m developing a weird disease; since when ppl rather others dun smile at them?the other day, the supervisors were talking abt HIS ex which seems comedic if only i wasn't part of the cast. i wonder if they really noe of the rlsp or is it just the usual crapping? at times, i can't help but wonder if EXes n gfs can become frens. i din like his OTHER ex, din have a gd impression of this one n have yet to meet the 1st.c? i din like any of them. but i supposed it's rather interesting. at many times, i supposed i m more curious than wat is good for me. one day, i'll definitely go out of the rail if i ever lose concentration.the recent bus rides have cooked up a explanation for daph's behaviour. nt tt it matters anymore (but i m like tt, i NEED to find out why things happen or i'll nv move on).it's the promise of a better rlsp. no doubt xav loves her alot, but loving too much pose a problem of complacency whereby the girl takes everything for granted n embark on a hunt for excitement n the promise of the provision of wat the 1st guy can't give. the dull rlsp allows space for nitpicking. yet deep down, she noes he'll always b the one who loves her most. which is crucial to y they r struggling to hold on.today, he told me they r getting a divorce. somehow it's devastating though i've yet to forgive daph for the wreckage she caused in the lives of many. tt period of darkness.still, it's the 1st divorce i m facing besides tt of my parents. just tt this is much more devastating. another thing worthy of mention is the fact tt my kpo mood is in n i wenta check out some acquaintance's blog. no doubt she's a true blue bitch. nt the kind tt i m or even those whom i pt my fingers at.she's the personified bitch. LOLto a certain extent, i admire her strong character n undeterring manner to criticisms. i sometimes wish i could b like tt.then again, everyone has diff POWERS. n i noe wat mine is.ARGH !!!it's late. i better get to bed or read some IR or nt i'll really go crazy with anxiety.
♥ 1:04 AM