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Girl:
I see.
I feel.
I walk.
I lived.
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i feel possessed, by the devil.i think i m showing signs of depression.having monstrous thoughts, thoughts only fit to survive in the brains of demons. this evil streak in me is scaring me out.i feel my brain twisting just a little too tight, mayb it might just snapped.thought gg out to movies can help while away this long night, yet i still arrived home far too early.mayb i shouldn't go out at all.i wonder if these feelings are results of gg to the cinema or, watching those sad n beautiful love stories. the way the male lead treated the female lead has a much stronger effect than peter pan dying.ok, i admit i m a little too emotional than it's good. however, i believe tt strength has to b accumulated. when i emerged far stronger than before, i will know i deserve every ounce of tt strength.simply because i had worked hard to achieve the strength n not thru unorthodox methods, not even thru begging.therefore, pls leave me to hold up this facade myself. i will stand up strong n smiling in 3mths, mayb 1 will do. n by then, i'll come clean n b the deserving strong girl.lastly, i m still trying to conquer this fear of wat may come in less than 24hours. really afraid but i know it is essential to stretch my wings n prepare for the flight to the highest of skies.I PASSED MY IR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(i myself m amazed tt despite rotten feelings, i still have the capacity to feel sorry for others.)
♥ 10:08 PM