i wonder y is it tt the philosophical bug loves to tap me whenever i m without any medium which allows blogging.

for now, we'll make way for the random bug.

anyway this week has only just started n there's only one word for it - H.E.C.T.I.C.

i received the news on sat morning but they were already down, so there was no way i could go. had packed his confined weekend with activities but managed to re-schedule them all in the end.

biking was on sun n it was good. picked the matrix with lenz n took it for a spin n parking practices b4 heading down to his hse with intentions of gg over too. but well, he was too sick (n lazy).

mon had planned movie-ing n crab sessions with bee for celebration purposes but i postponed the crabs to later today (though i m crushed like a cricket).

so I drove lenz matrix from bishan all the way to tamp (n i have to say i m god damn proud of myself for tt minor accomplishment), before heading down to the funeral with his fam on mon.

the rituals conducted were more or less the same as tt of my grandma's just tt it's of a much much smaller scale with lesser ppl too.

n when night fell, we slept at the void deck instead. (n it's been a cold night.)

i supposed the really sad part was today. i din noe y tears kept stinging my eyes. it took every facial muscle i had to hold back those tears.

i din noe y i felt like crying too. esp at the columbarium, i even cried for the family next to us though i knew none of them.

mayb it's the atmosphere.

caught 200lbs beauty on mon. fantastic movie n those tear gates wouldn't close. i couldn't figure y too.

cleared math revision last night, so it's back to econs.

i m seriously praying for 2nd upper mans. is it too much to ask for? i dunno. i mean for just econs only, n mayb math too.

lastly, i love my boy.

♥ 7:00 PM