i wonder if it's post-menstrual syndrome or the lack of slp. more than anything, i suppose it's more of the stress.

i couldn't figure out y this time, out of the many examinations i've taken, i m letting that 1 particular factor take me over. i m so tensed i literally consumed half the giant tube of pink smarties, nt to mention those butterflies.

mayb it's the conversation i've had yest. it's kinda bothering me.

a mechanism within me has changed. in the past, i wouldn't b able to stomach grievances. tt's the word, grievances. i m positive i wouldn't b able to withstand any of tt in the past, but i managed more than tt yest. then again, ppl change.

at some pt in time i nearly caved in, but i held up the facade till the end. i have no idea if it's the right thing to do; giving up the chance at justification.

i will continue holding on to my strong hard exterior, the only form of defense i know, deflecting all those swords of the world tt growing up brings. thing is, will the fragile core within breaks?

i have, once again, amazed myself.

one day, i will no longer b this drifting piece of the wood lost in the sea.
one day, i will b the captain of my own ship, steering onto the shore of the unknown.
one day, i will b so strong tt none of these things, these ppl, will ever b able to bring me down.

孙燕姿 - 咕叽咕叽

约个会 餐厅选在吃到饱
一瞬间 什么浪漫都死掉
咕叽咕叽
白头偕老难见到
睡觉起床 慢跑洗澡

下班睡觉
谁比谁好
能差到多少
迟早都要
向上帝报到
既然坏的
通通改不掉
用力思考
保证自找烦恼
放手无聊大笑
咕叽咕叽

数数钞票 永远都比标签少
名牌包 里面还要塞到爆
咕叽咕叽
什么布能吃药
掏光荷包 自我慰劳

工作花掉
谁比谁好
能差到多少
迟早都要
向上帝报到
既然坏的
通通戒不掉
用力思考
保证自找烦恼
我们都好
我们都是鸟
冬天飞向
南方的怀抱
一起筑巢
地球飞一遭
放弃思考
不要自找烦恼
放手无聊大笑

无可救药 祷告我不要

地球还不太熟
旅行想到太空
月球没有好朋友

相爱不肯拥抱 仇恨记得太牢
原始的情调 是什么面貌

好想知道 能不能求饶
能不能咆哮 一点就好

真实就好
谁比谁好
能差到多少
迟早都要
向上帝报到
既然坏的
通通戒不掉
用力思考
不要自找烦恼
我们都好
我们都是鸟
冬天飞向
南方的怀抱
一起筑巢
地球飞一遭
放弃思考
不要自找烦恼
放手无聊大笑
碰面都是问好
咕叽咕叽

rap:
let's wake up in the mornings
let's go to bed at night
let's make hay in the big sunshine
yea we'll make hay in the light

let's bury all our hatchets
let us get along
let's hold our hands and save the world
let's not

♥ 4:56 PM