"God put to us tests not of our ability but capability."

it took me so long to realise tt wrking to pay off my fees is actually good practice. it's tough n sometimes i'll lose slp over it but ultimately, i always managed to make it in the end. it kinda made me proud of myself.

even now when there's an edu fund for me to use, i m trying to put it on hold as long as possible cos it's good training.

i've come to a new decision which is gonna put my absolute item-of-lust off the list for some time. tt is if i have company.

with regards to my quote, i think it applies too to the ppl ard us. u c them fall n u worry abt them all day long but at the end of the day, they'll eventually emerged with just a little bruises.

time is like paracetemol -- it numbs ur wounds for a period of time but it doesn't heals it. when u forget to take it, the pain will come back.

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haven't been in here alot due to wrk. today's an exception due to the kind doc who gave me an mc. i realise ck tangs is the best place for mother-son bonding esp during the GSS since mums r all out on their sprees for pots n pans while it's the sons' duty to carry.

ppl whom i haven't seen in a thousand years r waving to me while i was there chanting all the knowledge i've gathered so far so as to persuade ppl to buy. n i m becoming one of those pushy sales girl whom i used to abhor.

sales driven. tt's wat i m even though there isn't any commision for the part-timers. i pushed for the target cos the auntie stationed there is old n she could have a nice meal with the commision, she deserved it for withstanding the long hours.

i saw him too though i didn't noe if i shld respond with a warm smile or a stare. aftall, he had been nice during the brief moments. but aft all he did to her? during examinations period no less. anyway i made do with a half smile.

n lastly, we've got new transport for the new sch year. :)

m thinking of doing sth radical, but dun think i m ready for it yet. *sigh*