没有想到竟亲眼碰到 你肯当众贴向她拥抱
难道我还会有力气笑问你 相拥感觉哪位好
也许好伴侣毫无分别 大概只得比较谁轰烈
今天一见 我知我弱点

你爱我爱不起 我怪你怪不起
能重逢前度总有权妒忌
假使她好到无人能比 不忍分离
我都忍痛原谅你(我都可以容忍你)
我怪你怪不起 无谓为她生气
仍旧想不通估不到她这种普通角色 能捕捉你
我不完美 但你未见得很爱美
(我想完美 难怪被你太早放弃)

大概当天想得你太高 直到今晚我至少知道
能做你情侣靠运数有命数 不需资格更加好
据说她和你常常吵骂 令我忍不到我良心话
多么可怕 我不要像她

怎么猜都猜不到你要与我别离
而嫌弃了我你却也并未善待自己
早知谁人是你的新情人便懒得自卑



i suddenly thought of this song while at the bus stop earlier. it's kinda depicts part of the complex feelings i have.

i m still trying to sort out some thoughts n it's like many many knots.

n then there's this person who used to b a rather close fren, decided to contact me again. of cos me being me, i could stillrecite the entire story out. but OF COS, u can't say u r still MAD aft so many years right? esp if they ASK you str out...

so vexed. anyway, the vexed part is not the answering but the emotions have faded n there is no more anger to speak abt. the problem lies in the fact tt this rlsp tt we used to have have also faded with all the anger n i can't just pretend nth has happened n behave as before.

okay, is this pettiness? anyway, i just dunno how to continue conversing with this person when contacted several times recently. further, i also couldn't faced meeting up ALONE cos it's just too awkward.

the feeling is no longer the same, no matter how close we were before.



this reminds my superb memory of a few other incidents. u noe how guys are, f*** pasted all over their mouths n i USED to b super ALLERGIC when it's directed at a girl (me).

in one case, my frens were too incorporative n we had a skit to prepare as a class. so there is no way i could avoid talking to him n it had to b let go.

in another, i HAD to c him in class 5days a week too. so i demanded an apology everytime he attempted to speak to me. alas, he gave in grudgingly.

HOWEVER, in the abovementioned case, it has just been too too long tt all the awkwardness has increased exponentially.




anyway, you'll know if the song is dedicated to you if u noe wat i mean. otherwise save the guessing n enjoy.