i din feel like slping last night so i repeatedly listen to my latest fav song till 3am in the morning. doing nth, just listening. not this one tt i posted but this was one of those songs i repeatedly play late into the night during a period of painful crush.

i still rmb vividly how i felt then. it was one of those crushes tt i had for ppl who were poles apart from me but still always managed to make my eyes fix to their frame. meaning, the better looking ones. he's nt the only one nor the longest, but he's one of the most memorable one.

i rmb repeatedly singing this song in my head on the last day of sch n wondering y i couldn't seem to let go. even just to look at him for one more min was a luxury, n the goodbye tt day was the hardest.

i met him again months later, n he was trying date some girl from sch. i was like super depressed n broken n din even wanna talk to ppl anymore.

fickle me GAVE UP shortly aft c-ing him with tt girl n continued on my journey of multiple crushes thereaft.

it wasn't until recently tt a common fren had to remind me of this embarrassing period. well, i suppose tt's just a phase of teenage angst. even looking at his picture now still makes me feel uneasy.

this is *his song. the one song tt i nv fail to relate to him. dedicated to all those with unrequited crushes.

我以为说忘记就忘记，多么洒脱容易。

怎么会看你一眼 头再一点 眼泪又不听话呢？

难道说过去总会过去不是一种真理。。。

因为感情的事往往不是说忘记就能忘记的。

就算跟自己说：“我很好”，

心情也不会好一点。

只希望时间能将它冲谈。

你永远的手下败将上。