dear ewn,

i m writing this cos there was a "blast" n everything i wanted to say just went _________. sometimes i feel like crying but i dunno if it's cos i m feeling sad or sad for someone else. sometimes many times i'll think that mayb it's better for you cos at least u noe which monster u are fighting n which shield u use. n me, i m just like stucked in the middle not knowing which is the spear or shield, with totally no barrier to the monster's attack. sometimes i dun even noe if the monster is really wat i think it it.

ewn, do u think it's easier to fight many little monsters or 1 HUGE one? 1huge one tt u can't even begin to burst?


ewn ewn ewn...

ewn, do u noe it really makes me kinda down to b stuck in this situation cos all i really wanted is for all to b happy but even tt seems kinda hard.



好认真的很难做,可我又不想当坏人,但我又为何常常当上坏人呢?






sigh, anway i went to church today!!! cos ever since i announced my resolution for the year, many churchies invited me to join them. so in celebration of the wonderful easter, i went for the service. n i actually fell aslp during the prayer mans!!! n trust me, tt's damn embarrassing when everyone stood up n u r the only one sitting n nodding.


tt's all the highlight, dun wish to say more.

♥ 11:10 PM