it's almost 3 weeks to the beginning of the exams n i m already totally stressed out. stressed when i studied too hard on some days n stressed when i didn't study at all on some days. it didn't help tt i was watching antm till 1am everyday which explains the stress arriving from the lack of slp. stressed also cos i felt trapped by my studies n tt i can't go do all the stuffs tt i wanna do. and then it also wasn't very great tt my work is driving me crazy, it's already the last week before i stop for my exams n they actually wanna put me at vivo which i m 101% nt willing to cos it's too far n i really do not have the capacity to change location NOW. i had a funny dream just now before i was awaken tt had me laughing even in reality, but now it doesn't seem so funny anymore. i really feel like taking the day off to some not so crowded places but my stupid fren has to call me n remind me how far behind i m with my studies. all the more another factor to b stress. plus, the fact tt i din turn up for half my papers is freaking me out more than anything n i keep having nightmares of not knowing wat to write in the actual exams. i just feel so trapped. period.
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