说 说你为什麼

为什麼要走 说你为何要分手

别拖 求你别软弱

求你说出口 分手的理由

但你却 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼时候

如果要走却又为何停留

请你别 拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口

请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走 我不会留

我不去管以后

然后我们说清楚 一句话就够

如果说你要走 我不会留

我不去管以后

多麼痛 多麼的难过

别越爱越难过

然后连话都不说 继续沉默

连朋友都没的作 为了什麼

然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我

就算了吧坏人我来作

是这样吗？我是否会后悔？

been having major mood swings recently, swinging between extreme goods and bads differentiated by times when i m too free to think abt questions tt i dun seem to have ans to versus times when i m too free to go do the stuffs i like.

one good example is my fav sport recently: TENNIS!!! though i've only played it all but one time.


but the frustrating moments can really be, erm, frustrating. simply cos i dunno if wat i want if really wat i will want. if u understand wat tt means but i suddenly realise tt dreams aren't really fairytale like. because i have dreams tt i dun really dare to fulfill yet am afraid of spending my life as any mary or jane.


no prejudice to ppl with those names though.


i seriously think i m having mild symptoms of a quarter-life crisis, assuming the govt is correct in predicting tt we all live past 85.


sigh~ just feel like screaming my guts out.