whenever u c me blogging during this period, it's usually nt sth good cos i m supposed to b studying!


i had sth like chest constrictions last night n it's kinda scary, n now i woke up with a bloody migraine.


i think it's cos of all the unhappiness recently.


n it nt just mine, but it's like everyone ard me is so unhappy, upset n weirdly insane. there's one breakup, followed by another one, followed by another one n the list goes. even a nice dinner can turn out in tears n disappointment, followed by more flings everywhere. ppl are nt slping, calling one another thru the night n the number of slpless nights. n then there are some who can't c it,their eyes blinded by the more impt exams.


of cos i m so much better today than the last post, after crying. i guess in a way my subconscious just wrked in the way tt it wanted ppl to c my tears, just so tt they leave me alone n quit driving me to the corner. n to all those who know it's nt just tt one thing, really. but i can't really express it now, cos it's all written in a long page of chinese words.

tt's all. i hope there's b an end to the flings.

♥ 11:53 AM