fitness is like love; if u dun work on it, it will just go away. and eventually, all it leaves behind is dizziness and nausea.
i've been spending the past few days living the life of a deity, doing wateva i want and whenever i want, not rmbing ever feeling so relaxed. and i did yet another thing on my list tt i've nv gotten round to doing aft my jc days: running.
well, almost. i've never did running as one single sport ever since jc days even though the field in front of me stood standing green, tempting, thus i did a crazy thing today; when the sun was at its peak at 3pm, scorching bright, i went running.
and the result u already noe, i was dizzy and nauseous for most of it, seriously considering a check on my blood pressure cos i'm sure it has to be damn low. but tt's prob just another excuse for the lack of exercise.
and i've rearranged all the furniture in my room so tt it looks more spacious and ready to be filled with a mat. right, being able to put a mat in my room is also considered to be one of my biggest dream. did i mentioned i did it all single-handedly? and trust me, it's no easy feat.
i guess the thing with moving HEAVY furniture is tt which each piece u successfully put into place, u start to feel proud of urself and this kinda pride speak the words of not needing a man.
of cos, tt may just be the egoistic me speaking as a rlsp tt has seemed like an eternity cannot really be over as quickly as you said it. tt's when u suddenly realise tt ur bed is too big for u to slp alone, nt tt he has ever slept on my bed. it's just a metaphor for the emptiness.
then there are the times when u can't help wondering if it would all have been easier with a fling to lean onto with the slightest of hope tt the fling could be the love of ur life? but wat if it was flawed right from the beginning? do u still go ahead with it just cos we are all young and should "live the moment" and just do wat we really enjoy?
or should we just stick to the right but hurtful choices?
tt's another big bunch of words i wrote, showing just how much free time i have on my hands. but no matter how busy one's life can be, we should nv rob ourselves of the time to reflect on these qns right? or mayb these are the ones tt never would occur to some (or most) people throughout their lives.
but always rmb: take the good together with the bad.
with every good choice comes a few side effects while every bad choice might just have a silver lining attached to it.
and whether it's a good or bad choice, a big part is played upon how we dealed with it.
(ps, the weight loss had been thought to be illusionary due to the temporary bloat from the PERIOD. but now it seems like i've really lost quite alot of weight and it really sucks to c all the ribcage sticking out.)
