like i always tell ppl:"most times i m strong, and sometimes i m weak". of cos i hate those times when i m nt in control, but there aren't much i can do abt it till it decides to go away. i've more or less been in this vulnerable state ever since i can't rmb when but i guess it's just the 101 changes tt's been in my life, including the new work environment and all the new ppl in my life now.
i m beginning to feel like there are just so many things in this world for me to start learning and so little time. and cash of cos. there are so many things to learn, so many so many things. i've begin to lead life as if it wld end anytime which is good in a way.
i even bothered to fill up the
ORGAN DONATION PLEDGE FORM which had my "pandang" mum hopping mad. i just feel tt we all noe we will die one day sooner or later, so death shouldn't b all tt terrifying. but apparently both my parents are afraid to die. i guess when u have children and all tt, eventually u will b afraid to leave before u c them marry off, followed by the fear of nt being able to live to c ur grandchildren grow up, and the cycle goes on.
lastly, take a look at my current relaspe amongst other things instead.
pretty cupcakes from
ccup.
oh mans, they look so pretty tt i just wish to buy a truckload and look at them day n night.
