i was having one of my lousier weekends because my stupid body seems to be getting in a very very bad habit of breaking down everytime i m upset plus all the meals tt i skipped.

well, a pleasant surprise came knocking on my door literally which brightened my day instantly. my cousin came over with my aunt n her two kids all the way across the causeway n it was really shocking cos my niece n nephew doesn't even have a passport to begin with! oh n did i mention i totally ADORE them even though they can b a little annoying when u r slping, but yes, I TOTALLY LOVE THEM!


so despite the friggin migraine which refused to go away after all the panadols, coupled with the all-so-painful cramps, i had tons of fun bringing them to the playground, twice n no less. tt could well be more than the number i visited the playground in any one year.



well... things haven't been all tt fantastic recently but my heck care attitude is really getting a little out of proportion tt i really can't be bothered with most things of late.

so if u wanna call, i'll b more than happy, if not i m glad to save some battery.
if u wanna have breakfast, i'll gladly oblige, if not then good luck to my wallet n save some cash.
n the list goes, with the bad always comes the good n vice versa.


ps, not working is also not all tt fantastic since it means tt i no longer have income n i m missing all the good food already. :(



edited: fuck the damn bug. coupled with an emo song, i hardly have any more strength to resist it. how i wish i had the courage to walk away without inviting all the "disease" n irrationality.

I can't stay, yet I can't walk away.

kill me.


or at least, help me put an end....

♥ 4:55 PM