by now, everybody should b feeling uber tensed. at least, everyone in my sch should since it's the mocks and i have barely a week.
u noe wat's the worst part? i m nt even stressed tt it's so near. mayb tmr i would.
BUT, i seriously need the motivation driven by fear!
sometimes i really wonder if my brain comprised of different components as other brains.
WHY can't it function like other brains and
MUG like a nerd or even at the very least, comprehend wat all the finance books are saying tt i
AIN'T catching the least.
SICKENING~seemingly the only thing within my control and in aid of studies is to GO get some
SLEEP and wake up earlier to
MUG tmr, but instead of following
THE plan, i type away profusely on my keyboard with my pencil case sitting obediently beside me, waiting for my tender touch.
then again, at least it DOES makes me feel better cos at least IT being on standby makes me feel like i m on standby mode too instead of OFF. see, my brain is forming weird tots again.
then again, sometimes i m quite glad tt it's diff from all other brains. just imagine how bored i would be with a
NORMAL brain with no entertaining tots to amuse myself when i m alone. tt's right, i talk to myself. omy, just the tot of talking to a normal brain sounds traumatising enough as it is already.
i think i m gg berserk already. but just why?
WHY AM I NOT SCARED??? oh dear.... byebye peeps, i m gg to try to b scared or go to bed.
ps, i m meeting my 贵人 on thurs again. mayb bcos i got 贵人 tt's y i m COMPLACENT!!!! n credits to UOL despatch for the examiners' report.
