Jay Chou - Orange Jasmine(Qi Li Xiang) -




if u had a house now, wat kind of hse would be? who would u wanna live in with?

i was asked this qn today n though i din quite agree at 1st, i supposed the ans was really very much of a spot on. i may always appear to b cheerful and talkative, but deep down i really just need a shelter of my own. a shelter from all the un-nice things of realities and also sth to b there for me to lean on when i m tired.

no prizes for correct guesses but my ans was tt i would choose to live in a small apartment, myself. n from tt, i kinda knew myself better and unravel more of the things i've hidden in the process of growing up. expect of these emo posts in the near future cos graduating is freaking me out quite abit, it makes me feel like mummy is letting go of my hand in a crowded park n it makes me feel so lost.


while blogging, i decided to on some music for company. listening to qi li xiang makes me feel like crying cos it reminds me of the many days we spent inside mr tan's office in the jc times, stealing his sweets n trying to catch up with his math tutorial. listening to it reminds me of the many many days in his office n how we nv fail to pop by everytime we walk pass his office. n listening to it i reminds me of how he always laments tt the songs nowadays are so trashy n how we'll sit in his car n listen to his kind of good music. i'll sing this song to him everytime i wanna irritate him. it makes me sad cos i've nv seen him ever since he retired n i've never gotten that A to show him. i wonder if he'll still rmb me if we meet again.

i m sad. quite sad to b exact. listening to it makes me sad.

♥ 2:01 AM