i think i really have to admit with bf tt i m really an indecisive individual and a compulsive spender too.

indecisive cos there seems to b so many things i can't decide on n one good example is whether or nt to join ATC. it's really a simple decision but i m really afraid i will pull the team down, though as everyone always say tt the process is more impt than the outcome.


n my spending habits can b substantiated by the amt of money i spent today in just a timespan of less than 5hours. the total damaga comes up to a bill of $240 plus a scolding, i can only say i m lucky i dun have a credit card. sigh, i guess the scolding was a well deserved one since my total assets add up to abt $5 or less, with an outstanding hp bill of a hundred bucks.

i m beginning to feel abit like becky bloomwood; such heavy debts but resistance to money spending is at an all time low; if it ever was high in the 1st place. though i m still quite proud of my recent purchases n they can all b fully justified with the kind of deprivation i went through paying my ass off my sch fees, nt literally. n really, 240 bucks is already less off the number of things i KIV-ed cos i couldn't decide whether the purple serpent ring was too venomous for me.

ahh the indecisiveness~ just as well too since i prob will incur a debt too high to start repaying if i could put my feet down n say tt the serpent ring is beautiful n goes with the serpent armband n end up buying both, tgt with the bunch of bangles looking so pretty.



this is KILLING me.

♥ 12:15 AM