hell, i can't slp.
there's just alot of things gg thru my mind now, esp at this pt in my life where decisions and choices seem to map out like a million crossroads.
i really wonder at times if ppl go thru the same thing i m gg thru now or is it just the pure simple truth tt my mind is overly active maybe genetically
(somewhat like in "heroes") or mayb both. i m inclined to think it's the super-imposition of
BOTH.
i feel like there's so many things i wanna do in this life tt i haven even started. i m just not
FOCUSED enough. sometimes i persuade myself tt i dun have time (like during exams) or capital to do the things i wanted or planned, but at other times when i m more honest with myself, i noe tt the main reason i dun get started is cos i m nt
DISCIPLINED enough to do so. it's no wonder tt DMs in all my schooling years seem to b breathing down my neck.
ok, back to the main pt. i really do need someone to
listen to me n give me some advice on the next step i should take now but it is really nt the time to be calling ppl, it's sheer rudeness.
ANY volunteers in the day?
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