working life is very different.

not a temp, not a part-timer but to be a perm staff means entirely diff things all tgt. mayb to many others it may b the same, but it feels like a gigantic step forward to take. unconsciously, i start reporting for work earlier than "me" style, i worry abt lunch kakis ( lunching alone seems much like a taboo), and i come to realise tt if i dun like it this time, i can't just run away.


alrights, tt's just the insecure me speaking. having start work for close to a mth, everything is still considered smooth without me trying to pull my hair out. the job is still considered interesting and fun in a way and i m settling in ok my frens, except for the fact tt i sometimes feel i m too stupid. i noe tt every1 makes mistakes now n then, i just wish i could make less of them to inconvenience others less and prob live longer in the company since it is such a good company and such an important piece of puzzle on where my life might lead.


then again, working has its perks. or cons as some would like to think. firstly, weekends become far more precious tt u'll (by which i mean me) try to make the most outta it. i have also gone back to my ways of spending money like water. n trust me, it's a very very bad habit, though one tt makes me extremely high.


i guess i've written enough paras to bore u guys long enough. but still, to those who are reading this, i miss u!!!

♥ 5:15 PM