after many days of stoning, i came to a sudden realisation that i may never become that kinda person that i've dreamt of every so often. however, with stoning also brings along a kind of tranquility that makes it really OKAY tt i m not that kinda person.
i think the essence of spending more time with yourself is ultimately self discovery, and thereby accepting wat u have discovered.
and now i can bravely announce that i m afraid; afraid that i won't have the courage of walking this lonely path, afraid of not being able to get used to it, and also afraid of the weak moments.
BUT i tell you, FUCK the withdrawal, for we will all emerge stronger. i m already embracing this life i lead.
afterall, a person only lives for so many days.
♥ 4:59 PM